I'd rather just be alone

You warned me that you were gonna leave, I never thought you would really go. I was blind but now I see I broke yor heart and now I know, that I was beeing such a fool and I didn't deserve you. I dont wanna fall asleep, I don't know if I'll get up, I don't wanna cause a scene but I'm dying without your love, I'm begging to hear your voice, tell me you love me too, 'cause I'd rather just be alone if I know that I can't have you. 

So tell me what we're fighting for, if you know that the truth means so much more, cause you would if you could, don't lie.'Cause I'd give everything that I've got left to show you I mean what I have said, I know I was such a fool, but I can't live without you.